Wowlong weekend filled with more activity than planned but so drastically different than my previous outings I have to say it was well worth the exhaustion, well almost. Connected with some friends I dont get to see that often and it was nothing short of awesome. They truly filled that void I spoke of in my previous blogs. The wild part is there is not feasible way to merge my two sets of friends. The point and drive of each is diametrically opposed to the other and would be sure to be drama filled. But in any case, Ive set up an insane series of get togethers with them in upcoming months that have me as excited as a faggot with a bag of dicks.

I ran into an old friend in the village who I always suspected was gay but out of respect for the life he chose I refrained from pushing the matter. He has been married with children and all the trimmings since Ive known him. However, time and honest emotions dictated that he needed to end his marriage and finally live the life he was born to live, as an openly gay man. It was refreshing to see someone come into truth, but equally devastating to see what toll this has taken on his life. Im sure we all know or know of someone who has found themselves in this scenario. Do me a huge favor and when you pray to the source of your inner strength, call out the name Michael. I positioned myself to be there for him but Im sure his soul can use all the reassure it can get at this point.

This has been a blazing example of the turmoil many gays and lesbians go through in an inane attempt to conform to who they think they need to be. Once again, in my old world values, no man, woman, church, political party or what the fuck ever has the right to tell you what defines you. Only you alone can establish that in the earth and never waver from it as long as it based in truth.