I just read an article that said there are about 150 transformation ministries in the US alone. These are those groups who claim they can Heal you and Set you free from your unnatural lusts. More and more prominent preachers are using the pulpit to push a doctrine of exclusion. For some reason the fact that I am gay removes me from the heart of God according to them. While the adulterers, thieves and liars are floating toward heaven unblemished.

I dont seek any affirmation from man, because you cant give me any measure of salvation. Most of the conversion groups are trying to validate themselves by collecting people who typically are not happy with themselves. Kinda like not wanting to drink alone, so you surround yourself with drinkers. I wonder how many people eventually go back to the life they left. How many women are hurt by men who were degayed and then married and are now sneaking out for random hookups at rest stops? What about the suicides from being horribly unhappy with living a lie? Dysfunction attracts dysfunction. I wish you the best in your journey to being straight, but I think Imma keep on easing down the road.

Loving a man is as natural as breathing to me. This is not an easy life to live, but I dont have a choice. I have been a big ole homo for almost 20 years and nothing is gonna change. Please stop using the Bible to push your own agendas. Without a doubt I am blessed and highly favored of the Lord and guess what....I am gay. He knew me in the womb and has laid out a fantastic plan for my life and hello...I am gay. He called me by name and set my feet in high places and yes I am still gay.