Ive met a guy who has captured my interest beyond a great smile and cute ass. Ok I need to be more precise about this. We met online and chatted a couple times. Tonight was our first phone call and we kinda wandered all over the place, but the intensity was always present. In the words of prisoner 435332"Its a Good Thing"!!! I know it's new and I dont really know him, but the possibility is the exciting part. Not just with Kiam but with whomever.

Im past the fear and hesitation, cuz it only kept me from finding the one who is for me. Beginning to build something beyond a physical attraction is a feeling to be lived by all. Yeah I wanted to roll around with him until we were both sweat covered and spent, but then what? There is life after the orgasm. I recently offered the advice that one of the steps in developing who you are is a disassociation of what you do and who you are. Yes I am a great fuck, but oh so much better outside the bedroom. I can be the life of the party, but I am at my best in my quiet moments. I will not let the fantastic person I know I am be boxed in by who people see me as. That being said, my mindset for dating has to abide by the same guidelines. I am open to what life brings me, but I dont have to accept it all. That was my light bulb moment. Having a closed list of what would make me "happy" destined me to a miserable existence. My heart has been cleared from all my previous "loves" and has been prepped for the one who can claim it on my terms. Ill keep you posted on Kiam. Yeah thats his name and he thinks I'm funny.

No seriously, I really am funny as hell....