Hi baby. How was your day? Thats nice. Can we talk real quick? I was thinking today that I have learned a lot about myself while you were fucking me over. I learned that the silent resolve to hate you for what you did to me was an effective tool to hate the part of me that allowed it. You see, I used that rage to dig out that needy little fuck I was when you met me and found a true man underneath the labels. So now its my game. You dont have to worry; I wont do to you what you did to me. Two reasons, youre not worth it and Im better than thatnow. I want to thank you for calling me ugly, it made me see that my real beauty had nothing to do with my caramel skin or deep brown eyes. You beat me down so bad all I could do was look in and ha ha ha thats where I found the true me. Strong and proud. More than a good fuck. Way more. Who the hell do you think you are to treat a guy like me less than the man I am? No real man would want you. I know. I know. I worshipped the ground you walk on and all that. Even washed your skid marked draws. Youll have to excuse me; I was weak and thought I needed you to complete me. But I was always complete; I just could not see the finishing piece, self respect. Got that now and baby its all thanks to you. So Imma grab my shit, cuz me and Love dont live here no more. Ill see you around Im sure, so dont be a stranger. You might not recognize me though. Ill give you a clue; Im the brother with his head up and smiling. This is the end to that chapter.nah this is the end to the damn book. And its all thanks to you. So thank you for fucking my friends. It helped me see who my true friends are. And you might wanna get testedTre doesnt always play safe. Thats why we havent fucked in weeks. Thank you for never covering your part of the bills, now I know I can make it on my own. By the way all this shit will be turned off later today. And most of all thank you for the 3 minute thrill you called making love, now I REALLY know what I dont want. HA HA HA. Im sorry. That was a bit harsh.

Dont be sad. Use this experience as your tool to find the man behind the boy. Im sure hes there; I just cant wait for him to show up. Bye.