Have you ever met someone who would be your perfect mate; however timing and circumstances dictate a completely different relationship? I met mine about twp years ago and now he is writing the next chapter of his life in Spain. Selfishly I want him to stay with me and we spend more time loving and being there for each other, but my love for him stops me from being anything less than a true friend. The rest of this blog is for my husband.

Baby, I have loved you since the day I met you at Splash and knew you would be a huge part of my world. While I will miss our times in the kitchen talking about our tomorrows, my soul rejoices that you are seeing your tomorrows on your terms. Yeah I want more to go cups and trips to god knows where, but I want you to share the man I love with the world because we need more men like you. Franco, you are all I needed you to be and I can never thank you enough. No matter the situation, you were there for me with no judgment. Now its my turn to be there for you. I love you more than I imagined I would. Ill miss you more than I thought possible. Even as I type this my eyes burn with tears and my heart aches with the desire to keep you close. But this is a necessary step in your life that I cant physically accompany you in, but know I am with you every step of the way. Spread your wings and fly baby. Paw Paw will be less than without you but oh so much better because of you. Live Love and Laugh as you find out what I have always known.you are worthy.

Worthy of the love you give.
Worthy of the strength you convey.
And worth of the joy you impart.

You are my husband bar none.I love you more than you will ever know. I will refuse to cry when you board your plane, but I will weep silently for my loss. Ill look forward to your renewed spirit when we see each other again. Remember.never doubt what you mean to me and who you are to me. Love you Ronald Franco no matter the distance or time, you are one of my closest and dearest friends. I loves you Porgie.

Whoa.that was hard. Anybody who knows me knows that Franco is my heart. Its a double edged swordloving him and letting him soar. There is a place permanently reserved for him that none can ever come close to. He is my baby...He is my FilapeenAnd I love him. I pray angels grant him safe journey in all his travels and he come home better than he ever imagine.

Proverbs 18
A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closet than a brother

***I get the impression from the comments that people think Ron and I were actually a couple. We were not together,but he holds a huge place in my heart.***