OkIve met a guy. Well not just a guy, but a man who has been pretty damn amazing so far. I have been looking for this kind of connection for a while. We have great conversations. Laugh often and he is sexy as hell. If I was smarter I would have met him in April, but things happen for a definite reason. Now dont get it twisted, I am not playing Chantes Got a Man. Ok I am but only because I really really like that song. But I am excited to date a person who has the same enthusiasm as I do about getting to know someone. I dont typically follow horoscopes and the like but I thought this was interesting. This was my Tarot card reading for yesterday:

The Eight of Swords card suggests that you might have to put yourself out there, set your boundaries or prove yourself. Be willing to sacrifice your pride or take a risk in order to escape unhealthy circumstances. You may not see an immediate way out and may claim that your hands are tied in order to avoid accountability, but absolving yourself of responsibility for your situation leave you trapped or isolated. Until you see with your heart and assert your independence, you could remain burdened by your own unrealistic expectations, fear, guilt or embarrassment.

It pretty much sums up my decision to remove the self imposed restrictions on who I dated. As my friends can tell you, Love Monkey can be a Love Ass at times. I wanted perfection and missed out on some guys who were not perfect but possibly perfect for me. This time I removed my inane oppressive standards and let things flow. I'm not sure where this is headed, but waking up next to him is a great start.

And E. Thank you babe...see you tonight.